after the shitstorm that was 2025 along with the passing of not only my cat but my dog cleo (15 years old btw) i've felt like absolute garbage and depressed- timeskip a few months and- right now i feel happier. after some emergency psychologist visits (talking with family) and meds along with hardcore rock jamming (megadeth holy wars 2004 remix) i might return to bf4 this 2026 since i did also train my aim in other games (and played bf2 online) so why not come back to the server that inspired me to continue playng bf4 online in the first place in all seriousness ty for atleast giving me some laughs on the server even if its dyng to red's ucabs and laughing from the corpse launch


