Share the weird?

[tobyloveswar]

You know all mankind is off. From our Religions to beliefs and urban myths. Have I seen beings from outer space? lol who knows. Others have. See when you share freaky shit people tend to think you a Lil crazed.

That matters when your young and starting your life. Reality is everything.
Yet when life starts its final stretch. You might see Humanity as open-source? and needs to have contributions from the freaky people...Like me.

I was dam lucky my first experience with the dead was with my ex-wife and her aunt. When I was 19. I had written a post here somewhere about the first time. Imagine you see shit alone? Who you gonna tell.? You might feel insane? Like your losing your mind? After all, doesn't the doc ask you? Do you hear any voices? Mental illness is a heavy cross too many carry. So we that can see, stay quiet, or deal with a massive blowback. I recommend you stay quiet about it. Me? fuck that am too old, to give a crap hahaha. Why do you think we old farts always volunteer to die first? We had our sweet life now it's your turn. So shh it let old fools like me amuse you and learn for your private life if you have that third eye.
Folks ask is it like the movie the Shining? FUCK YES!!!!!!
Let me explain...

Remember in the movie shining Jack Nicholson talking to the ghost bartender? WTF Mr. Lee story! The water had been turned off before I went to the bathroom and found the tub overflowing? See how reality changed? WTF right? Two weeks stayed at Lees house. I walked every day around the block a few times. There was never a second floor or attic at Lees House!!!! Just like shining you enter a different world, time, whatever?

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[Lowcountry25]

You know all mankind is off. From our Religions to beliefs and urban myths. Have I seen beings from outer space? lol who knows. Others have. See when you share freaky shit people tend to think you a Lil crazed.

That matters when your young and starting your life. Reality is everything.
Yet when life starts its final stretch. You might see Humanity as open-source? and needs to have contributions from the freaky people...Like me.

I was dam lucky my first experience with the dead was with my ex-wife and her aunt. When I was 19. I had written a post here somewhere about the first time. Imagine you see shit alone? Who you gonna tell.? You might feel insane? Like your losing your mind? After all, doesn't the doc ask you? Do you hear any voices? Mental illness is a heavy cross too many carry. So we that can see, stay quiet, or deal with a massive blowback. I recommend you stay quiet about it. Me? fuck that am too old, to give a crap hahaha. Why do you think we old farts always volunteer to die first? We had our sweet life now it's your turn. So shh it let old fools like me amuse you and learn for your private life if you have that third eye.
Folks ask is it like the movie the Shining? FUCK YES!!!!!!
Let me explain...

Remember in the movie shining Jack Nicholson talking to the ghost bartender? WTF Mr. Lee story! The water had been turned off before I went to the bathroom and found the tub overflowing? See how reality changed? WTF right? Two weeks stayed at Lees house. I walked every day around the block a few times. There was never a second floor or attic at Lees House!!!! Just like shining you enter a different world, time, whatever?

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[Jyrodelix]

 

[5scar-STRYKER]

Toby where did you get the meme of Kieth Richards?

 

[tobyloveswar]

Toby where did you get the meme of Kieth Richards?

OMG Strike don't but this weed I got yesterday called. Catfish Balls Inica. I was screaming at the walls of the garage while same time posting here

 

[tobyloveswar]

Honestly tho

You know all mankind is off. From our Religions to beliefs and urban myths. Have I seen beings from outer space? lol who knows. Others have. See when you share freaky shit people tend to think you a Lil crazed.

That matters when your young and starting your life. Reality is everything.
Yet when life starts its final stretch. You might see Humanity as open-source? and needs to have contributions from the freaky people...Like me.

I was dam lucky my first experience with the dead was with my ex-wife and her aunt. When I was 19. I had written a post here somewhere about the first time. Imagine you see shit alone? Who you gonna tell.? You might feel insane? Like your losing your mind? After all, doesn't the doc ask you? Do you hear any voices? Mental illness is a heavy cross too many carry. So we that can see, stay quiet, or deal with a massive blowback. I recommend you stay quiet about it. Me? fuck that am too old, to give a crap hahaha. Why do you think we old farts always volunteer to die first? We had our sweet life now it's your turn. So shh it let old fools like me amuse you and learn for your private life if you have that third eye.
Folks ask is it like the movie the Shining? FUCK YES!!!!!!
Let me explain...

Remember in the movie shining Jack Nicholson talking to the ghost bartender? WTF Mr. Lee story! The water had been turned off before I went to the bathroom and found the tub overflowing? See how reality changed? WTF right? Two weeks stayed at Lees house. I walked every day around the block a few times. There was never a second floor or attic at Lees House!!!! Just like shining you enter a different world, time, whatever?

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If anybody likes hard-core drug experiences. I recommend some underground reservations in Az and in Sedona.
Mescaline and Peyote with Native life guides. You will see the hills of Sedona bleed.

 

[tobyloveswar]

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Hahah hey DUDE!!! Hope to see you in HC. You notice many businesses went under during the covid times. Except for Psychics they floushed.I mean in Burbank m CA, the Media center? All media power is cradled there. Hude Psychics offices. Notice they get burned down a lot. Aint arson as the same owners stays on.

 

[Jyrodelix]

I so want to do hallucinogens with you in RL. ?

 

[Battletons]

OMG Strike don't but this weed I got yesterday called. Catfish Balls Inica. I was screaming at the walls of the garage while same time posting here

Yeah indica is always psychotropic... take care Toby

 

[Digital Lode]

Honestly tho

If anybody likes hard-core drug experiences. I recommend some underground reservations in Az and in Sedona.
Mescaline and Peyote with Native life guides. You will see the hills of Sedona bleed.

Yeah, I'm good. Being out in the desert is weird enough. I'm from Minnesota, so the first few times I was in Az was a real atmosphere change. Love that place.

Careful on the highways tho,.. Last time we went out to eat we were doing 95mph on the highway just to keep up with traffic. We then had our doors blown off by a straight piped Chrysler 300c in the left lane doing 120+ with no regard for the rest of humanity. I love Phoenix, lol.

 

[tobyloveswar]

Yeah indica is always psychotropic... take care Toby

Thank you, dear Freind. Hell, no worries tho. Been doing acid, peyote, and mescaline with natives a long time ago and recently in Amsterdam. 6 years ago I was with ___tribe. Met a wonderful tribal elder. She showed me a bit of my future. Said I'll never be rich like was. But I will be drowned in other treasures. The gift of sight, a long life, many women, and laughter. Always young at heart. Am grateful but fuck me if I don't miss the money. Waking up anywhere in the world with gorgeous women. Every transport available, fun, intrigue, the mystery around every corner. Love falling from the trees and broken hearts like summer rain.
I miss my money but thank you God for my AARP Bros and Sisters Thank you Creator of light for these special friends.

 

[5scar-STRYKER]

Awww Toby you still have the charm, and we love you................................STRYKER.

BTW you may have shared an experience with some of my relatives out there in the desert.

 

[tobyloveswar]

Awww Toby you still have the charm, and we love you................................STRYKER.

BTW you may have shared an experience with some of my relatives out there in the desert.

 

[tobyloveswar]

At 19 you can fly, jump and fall great distances. Do things that seem almost magical and superhuman. Fall in love with the force of a volcano and break up with the sadness of an armageddon. We were 19 newly married and the world was demanding we conqueror it. In the oldest catholic church in North America. The very church Cortez had built over the crushed lives and temples of the Aztecs. We had "dunked" our wedding rings in an ancient Holy water fountain and swore loyalty and faithfulness to our future. We rented an apt a few months later in the back of it. It's an old part of the city in Mexico. DF. A city was beautiful it rivals other European nations and if not exceeds some. Super deal on an entire floor in an empty three-story building. Didn't dawn on us why it was cheap or empty.
Not to mention that every door in that apt had combination safe-like locks? It was in a great location.

By now I had seen my wife's aunt's Mothers Ghost. As described in a post. Ya know if tv show about ghost hunting starts with those infra red or night vision lights. Well, be skeptical. I saw my first dead at lunchtime on a bright sunny day. Didn't need night vision. They come at all times BUT I asked a Fav Holy man what best time to see dead? Weirdly, a Holy man can give you two looks that will hit you real hard. He can look at you like you're the biggest fart God ever made. Or he can look at you like he's madly happy you're on "His" side. Gotten both. He told me. The dead 24/7 but Demons from 3 am - the first dawn Light. So now am like a dude badly tripping on some acid, right. Everywhere am seeing fleeing shit, I know are dead but I refuse to believe it. Am on my first and so far the only honeymoon. Am madly in Love. Later after a couple of kids and business together. You and the old lady don't even talk you just read each other minds. But in the first months of the new marriage. You try to hide the fact you have to go to the bathroom lol Looking back so many Lil things important then.


In other words, I ain't gonna tell Mrs. Wifey that after seeing her Aunts Dead Mom am seeing shit everywhere. It's like omg she'll think am crazy.
So I keep my mouth and conscience shut. You know that deal you make to always tell each other everything that could hurt the relationship.
My first Lie,..

The landlord is a nice old man huge white mustache. Very nice to us. He tells us later he's rented the unit across the courtyard from ours.
The family moved in. A mother with 2 sons and a daughter. The son and daughter our ages and the youngest brother 15. No husband.
Then it fucking happened and cowardly reality ran away forever.



to be continued

 

[Lowcountry25]

Toby, why don't you play on RC1 anymore?

 

[Jyrodelix]

Toby, why don't you play on RC1 anymore?

Yeah @tobyloveswar , why not?

 

[tobyloveswar]

Yeah @tobyloveswar , why not?

Sir, you are right as is your way. Was and have been practicing on other maps like HC and many maps.
To be worthy to hunt man down with my AARP brethren on Golmud.

I stand before God and Country and whisper...Am ready

 

[tobyloveswar]

Toby, why don't you play on RC1 anymore?

Hi Low!

 

[Jyrodelix]

Sir, you are right as is your way. Was and have been practicing on other maps like HC and many maps.
To be worthy to hunt man down with my AARP brethren on Golmud.

I stand before God and Country and whisper...Am ready

Sir, you are right as is your way. Was and have been practicing on other maps like HC and many maps.
To be worthy to hunt man down with my AARP brethren on Golmud.

I stand before God and Country and whisper...Am ready

I played a little RC3 the other night. Not sure if it was noob night or what, but I felt like a god among men. Stabbed everything in sight.

 

[tobyloveswar]

I played a little RC3 the other night. Not sure if it was noob night or what, but I felt like a god among men. Stabbed everything in sight.

OMG IKR get this, almost every night I can kill 2-3 guys at the same time. My middle name is FLIR...LOL, The heavens have been generous with so many new players.